Forgiveness After Betrayal
Could you ever go back to an ex? Could you forgive if your partner cheated? I know I don’t usually talk about my relationship in this way on the blog, but I told you about finding John’s love language, and about stuff that went down with my exes so…
Even though this is hard for me to share… I’m going to. You guys know me for being candid and 100… so… here goes:
I admit. I have cheated in the past. And it wasn’t OK…but hey, I did what I did.
I’m truly so blessed and lucky to have someone in my life that is willing to forgive my betrayal.
I tried to make it work with someone new.
And I openly shared here about my illicit affair with another man.
My main man….
He waited for me.
On the bookshelf…just waiting for my azz like:
He knew I’d be back.
He knew I couldn’t get what I was looking for from anyone else.
We talked. I cried…ok really it was some sweat that dripped into my eye….
Now look, we still have things to work on. (It’s why I left him in the first place) He’s still bossy, yells at me, constantly demanding I focus and go hard, push harder, dig deep, max out… ugh. It’s infuriating!
He supports me like no other. He’s there for me when I need him. When I’m bleary eyed at 6:30am or feeling fat and bloated at the end of the day… he’s there.
He believes in me. He is the best motivator…
We’re back together!!
I know some people say you can’t go back to an ex…. and some things are unforgiveable….
But my baby knows me, deep down to my soon to be tight core. He loves me. He forgives me.
And he’s going to help me get abs.
Since we can’t go back to the way we were…. We’re starting fresh.
30 minutes a day we’ll see each other, and if I Max Out before 30 minutes, it’s OK. He won’t yell at me.
He’ll just support me as I take a sip of water and get back to him.
We’re also keeping things spicy this go round. Getting kinda kinky with some group action…
I’ll be seeing these two every other night…just to keep things poppin’
Aint love grand.
Just thought I’d share my truth….
Have you ever gone back to an ex?
What workout are you doing now?