Guess what!? By this afternoon I’m going to be a mom of two! My darling girl is coming into the world today and I couldn’t be more excited. I’m praying everything goes well with the c-section, and she is born healthy and well. I hope there are no complications and I get to snuggle and nurse her immediately after, in recovery just like with Rohan. (Though I hope I don’t have those violent shakes so I can actually hold her to my breast by myself.)
I hope I can keep it together in there and not freak out about every little thing I see, hear, don’t hear, feel, don’t feel… It’s so nervewracking though.
This magical little life that John and I are being blessed with feels so extra special. We had Rohan, result of our little miracle pregnancy. And now BabyH2.0 is miracle two, coming to complete our natural family. How lucky are we? It feels so perfect and I just feel so overwhelmed with gratitude. I secretly believed Rohan was a fluke and I’d never be able to have more children. Thank goodness I was wrong.
It’s amazing how love just expands so naturally, and so wholly. I’ve loved this little girl to bits for 39 weeks and I am finally getting to meet her. I can’t wait to hear her cry. I know it’ll be a solid hearty cry. I can’t wait to have John bring her where I can see her little face and give her a kiss. I can’t wait to hold her. I can’t wait to just hold her and look at her. I want to smell her and feel her skin, and kiss all her tiny little parts.
Gosh I wish I could just fast forward to that part right now.
I’ll probably have John put up her stats and pic on Instagram first so follow me there if you want to e-meet her.
Do me a favor please? Send me some prayers, energy and good vibes for a safe delivery and a swift recovery! I’d really appreciate it.
Thanks girls. I know I can count on you.